"Im sorry i let you down and that you dont understand why im sad without you, its my own dam fault,
but you might say gitting to finaly talk and possibly see you again is like a dream come true for me ,
id give any thing if i could change the way you feel about me, and to do it all over again, and i have already missed,
so much i dont want to miss any more , im sorry chels i realy hope you can forgive me ,and how could i not not love
you your my little girl, if dont want me to say it anymore i wont , but i sure do feel it , that will never change"
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"hey chels whatcha doin you no the more i think about it i coulde have signed it but it seems like me and your mom needed to go together
and at the time i was in a little trouble with the law and i went to jail for a month r two for a stupid no insurance ticket and it got put
on hold and it never happend im sorry dear i wood never deny you , it is my fault i should have made sure it happend .
i got alot of regrets i let you girls down and ill never forgive myself ,i only hope that someday you and saisha can.
and she hasent emailed me yet and im so afraid she wont it makes me so sad i cant explain , so again thank you for takin the ,
the time and atleast talkn to me ,i cant tell you how much it means to me , gotta go pretty girl , ill talk to you soon ,
dont forgit im thinkin about you all the time, you mean the world to me,and i will always love you . iuiuiuiuiuiu"
-"Dad"
And I never spoke to him again
